A Case for “Me-Search”//Lucy De Souza



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It’s a Tuesday morning and I’m in my graduate seminar on specialized topics in social psychology, anxiously thumbing my pen. I think about how sometimes others in the class fidget when they’re eager to share an idea, but in my case, my fiddling is due more to anticipation about how my idea will be received than enthusiasm. Knowing that I’ll be kicking myself in the head later on for failing to speak up, I decide to compromise (with myself) by prefacing my contribution: “This might sound like a me-search question, but…”

Me-search is a colloquial expression for when researchers focus on questions or issues that they themselves have a personal connection to, often implying a non-objective or unscientific relationship between the researcher and the subject matter (Sumerau, 2016; Ayoub & Rose, 2016). Since beginning my graduate studies, learning how to develop research questions and design studies to answer them, me-search is a concept I’ve become familiar with and conflicted by. Is my focus on Black-American women’s experiences problematic, given that I am a Black-American woman myself? Am I able to carry out “good research” if my lived experiences considerably inform my research questions and ways of approaching them?

Questions concerning subjectivity and scientific research are by no means new, especially within the realm of critical race and feminist studies. For instance, one reoccurring concept in this literature is researcher reflexivity. Reflexivity implies that “the experimenter is implicated in the dynamic making of accounts of the world and, consequently, of the world itself” (Morawski, 2005, p.81). In other words, even with scientific methods, researchers’ own biases and perspectives aren’t completely eliminated when conducting psychological research. Importantly, these subjectivities are present for both minority and majority-group researchers…in fact, some argue that majority-group researchers are also partaking in me-search by studying European-American college-age (or WEIRD; Henrich, Heine, & Norenzayan, 2009) samples (Ray, 2016)!

Despite my own apprehensions about sounding “me-search-y,” I ultimately agree with feminist academics who argue subjectivities, especially those of people of color, are good for academia. Take for example Patricia Hill-Collin’s (1986) discussion of the value of self-definition for Black female scholars. Hill-Collins maintains that this self-valuation in research renders Black women’s standpoints visible and resists Black women’s dehumanization in research. Relatedly, having a minority-group perspective as starting point for research is beneficial in more faithfully representing certain experiences. A reliance on cultural schemas for studying members of marginalized groups (rather than their self-definitions) may lead to poor representations of these groups’ experiences in research (Purdie-Vaughns & Eibach, 2008). Additionally, having a personal understanding of a social phenomenon may imply better methodology. Reflexivity offers the ability to reflect on if certain measures make sense for some social groups, but not necessarily others (Cole, 2009).
Given the underrepresentation of non-White psychologists (Lin et al., 2015), me-search conducted by minority scholars is not self-interested, but rather incredibly important. By no means do I mean to imply that minority researchers must study experiences of marginalized groups, but rather there is no shame in it for those who do. Conducting research on issues that impact us might be me-search, but it’s me-search that is vital for a well-rounded body of work and better-representation of our experiences.

Written by Lucy De Souza, M.A.

 References
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Cole, E. R. (2009). Intersectionality and research in psychology. American Psychologist, 64(3), 170-180.

Henrich, J., Heine, S. J., & Norenzayan, A. (2010). The weirdest people in the world? Behavioral and Brain
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Hill-Collins, P. (1986). Learning from the Outsider Within: The Sociological Significance of Black Feminist
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Lin, L., Nigrinis, A., Christidis, P., & Stamm, K. (2015, July 15). Demographics of the U.S. Psychology Workforce
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Purdie-Vaughns, V., & Eibach, R. P. (2008). Intersectional invisibility: The distinctive advantages and disadvantages of
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